PLAYING CHICKEN WITH A RATTLE SNAKE

by Larryann Willis

On the Buckeye Ranch we have a lot of rattle snakes and they don't really appreciate our presence. One day about 8 years ago Big Port and I were sitting in lawn chairs in the yard. We were enjoying a warm summer evening and he was telling me one of his many stories when suddenly there was a very loud, angry buzzzzzzzz. I looked over and there was a big, ticked-off rattle snake coiled up about 4 feet from my father-in-law's chair. Now Big Port just HATED to be interrupted when he was in the middle of a good story and he just went right on talking. I was sitting on the other side of him, so I felt relatively safe. But I have to tell you, I was very attentive and alert. I guess Big Port must have thought I was enraptured with his tale because I was so transfixed, so he became more animated. Every time he waved his hand that snake got more and more agitated. I knew my father-in-law was tough as nails and I always tried to keep up with him. It was a matter of pride for me not to show I was afraid if he wasn't. So I sat there, determined to stay put as long as he did. But that snake just wouldn't settle down. In fact, it was getting madder and madder. It reared up in the classic rattle snake pose you see just before it strikes with it's head about a foot of the ground and that was just too much for me. I finally, broke into his story, pointed at the snake and said, "Doesn't that snake bother you just a little bit?"

Big Port looked around and zeroed in on that snake that was all reared up and rattling like crazy. By that time in his life Port Sr. had so much trouble with arthritis he had a lot of trouble getting out of a chair and walking. But, when he laid eyes on that snake he just levitated straight up and out of his chair. He moved as faster than he ever did as a kid and almost knocked me clear over on his way out of the area.

That was the first time I realized his hearing was going. He told me, "Gosh, I looked right at that snake and saw it's tail going like crazy but I never heard a thing!" He was terribly impressed by how calm I had remained and I never told him, I was scared to death and just sat there because I thought he was being brave and I didn't want to disappoint him.

THE SAVAGE BAY BEAST

by Larryann Willis

THE SAVAGE BAY BEAST aka Rabbit

When we got home from Port's funeral the horses were grazing high on the mountain above the Buckeye Ranch working corrals. They saw us and the herd of about 25 horses came racing down the mountain with one old, lame, bay gelding coming as fast as his old arthritic legs would carry him. Yes, we still have Rabbit, aka The Savage Bay Beast. He's 22 years old but still the boss horse....and a pain in the neck. Rabbit is one of the best horses we ever raised...and one of the naughtiest. He's a fantastic cow horse and no matter how bad the footing is, even today, old rabbit stands up like a mountain goat. When he was young, one of his favorite past times was standing under a shelter and kicking the roof with both hind feet. That's right. He'd just stand on his head and kick straight up clobbering the metal on the 8 foot roof. I'm sure he did it to keep in practice for the next time he decided to buck, which used to occur on a regular basis. Mostly he was good to ride and such an athlete that we put up with the occasional bucking outbursts, but every so often if you asked him to do something he didn't want to, he uncorked.

It must have been about 1991 and Rabbit must have been a 5 year old when we took him to his first branding at the Miller and Wood Ranch Rob was managing near Bishop, CA. We had quite a few calves to brand at the Mammoth Cow Camp corrals and were having a good old fashioned rancher get together. Rob had pulled his pick up into the middle of the corral and we had a branding fire going next to it and the vaccine and other paraphernalia in the pick up, along with numerous children we were trying to keep out of trouble while still allowing them to feel like they were part of the action. Everything went along smoothly until I decided it was time to see how Rabbit liked roping calves.

I had been swinging a rope on Rabbit and dragging logs and he seemed fine, so I thought he was ready for the next step. Maybe I should have started with a little bit smaller calf but a big 400 lb bull calf with 4 inch horns was handy so I caught him with a head shot and started to pull him for my heeler. Rabbit thought it was fine for me to throw the rope and take my dallies and even turn and start for the fire....BUT when that 400 lb pull hit the saddle horn he decided he didn't like that at all. Rabbit blew up, throwing a major temper tantrum, kicking high and bellowing. I hung on to my dallies for dear life because that's all that was keeping me on. Rabbit bucked right through the branding fire scattering the ground crew, branding irons and flaming wood everywhere. The kids in the truck had the best seat in the house and I could them whooping and hollering as we bucked by. Rabbit bucked past the pick up and around the front of it, dragging the bull calf behind him. The calf stuck a horn in Rob's headlight shattering it and I could hear Rob yelling to get that @#$%? outta his corral!

Rabbit bucked around the pickup and back into the open corral where he was really getting going, when Big Port came riding in. He slammed his mare into Rabbit's left side shoving him hard enough that he brought his head up to see who was interfering with his show. That gave Big Port his chance and he grabbed the rein next to the snaffle and gave Rabbit a good shake. Rabbit responded by biting Big Port on the arm. Big Port slugged him in the face and followed it with several Luis L'Amour style jabs to the nose each time Rabbit tried to bite him again and again.

While Rabbit and Big Port were slugging it out, the calf was still trying to get away running circles around both horses. Rabbit and Port's mare ended up tied together like a Christmas package, with the calf putting the final touches on it by running under their bellies. He finally used up the last of my 50 rope and ended with his head sticking out from under Rabbit by my stirrup. The good news was there was no way Rabbit could buck any more, with us all wrapped up that way.

Rabbit finally figured out his temper tantrum wasn't getting him anything but a bloody nose so he quit fighting. The dust started to settle and Big Port coolly and calmly said to me, "I do believe it would be ok for you to turn loose of your dallies now."

I have to say I was a little nervous doing so because I wasn't sure Rabbit was finished. But he was .....in more ways than one. Rob was furious and ordered him OUT OF THE BRANDING CORRAL!!!!!

The next day Porter Lynn decided to "straighten the SOB out." So he rode in and roped a big calf with him. Rabbit did the same thing, blew up and went to squalling and bucking. Port let loose of his dallies and lined him up on a railroad tie post. Rabbit hit it head first and knocked himself silly. Port Lynn figured he'd learned his lesson, so he tied into another calf. Porter Lynn was right Rabbit wasn't any dummy and had learned his lesson. This time when he blew up he stayed away from the fence. Porter Lynn was a good bronc rider and decided to just ride him through it, so he didn't let go of his dallies. Rabbit saw he couldn't throw Porter Lynn so he purposely turned so the rope hit Porter Lynn on the side and knocked him off. They had quite the knock down, drag out fight that went on all day. And Rabbit showed everyone that the rope trick was no accident. The day ended in a draw. Porter Lynn got some calves roped on him and Rabbit dumped Port off a couple of times. Porter Lynn's final evaluation was, "I guess Rabbit doesn't want to be a rope horse. But he's sure good to sort on and ride in the mountains." So we kept him. We had to, As Porter Lynn said, "We wouldn't want to ruin our reputation by selling a dirty bronc like that to anybody." The funny thing is that Rabbit is a wonderful kids' horse. He just doesn't like to be roped on.

From that time on Big Port always referred to Rabbit as "The Savage Bay Beast". I was sure glad to see my father-in-law ride in to my rescue because I don't think that bay horse would have quit until I was on the ground. Thanks Big Port! You were always there when we needed you.

Friend - Family - Mentor

by Mardi Motley Juhl

I got to know the Willis clan way back in the early 1970's when my then-husband, Lindsay Motley, and I moved from San Luis Obispo north to a little, lumber town not far from the north-west corner of Oregon. Lindsay and Porter Lynn were friends, or at least acquaintances, at Cal Poly.

Porter had invited Lindsay to come north to work with his dad and brothers on the cattle ranch they were running in Clatskanie, the CRA. Young and ambitious at the time, Lindsay arrived at the ranch with the dream of someday becoming the ranch foreman. However, we hadn't been there very long when reality crept in and Lindsay figured out that even if he could someday outlive Big Port, there was no way he could outlive all four of his sons who were sure to be standing in line before him. So, Lindsay settled in pretty quickly to life as a ranch hand.

If you've read Larryann's and Cyndy's blogs about the ranch you already have a pretty good idea of what my memories were like. When I think about Big Port, no matter where or when the memory, I think about him astride a big red studhorse. Most who knew him could share that about him. But in my case, one of my memories about Port and his stud is a little unique. When I came to the CRA I had a slender, sorrel mare that I college rodeoed on. Even by Willis standards, the mare was a pretty decent reining horse and pretty handy. I not only competed on her in barrel racing, but I roped and gathered cattle on her at the CRA and at the feedlot. While at the CRA, I came home one day after work to find my mare missing from the pasture. I jumped in the truck racing around the ranch to find Lindsay, sure she'd been stolen. When I finally tracked him down he didn't seem too concerned. He disclosed that he had turned the mare out to pasture with Big Port's big red studhorse, deciding that I would never get the few ranch colts that I had ridden if I kept depending on her. I ended up raising two fillies out of that mare and Big Port studs; and owned her first dark chestnut filly for a very long time, raising one really nice cutting horse filly out of her. So I guess I forgave Lindsay and Big Port for their conspiracy.

I could go on and on about all of my many adventures on the CRA ranch in Clatskanie – watching the guys castrate and break the colts; the brandings and cattle drives, bottle raising lambs and trying to get beef cows to accept multiple orphan calves, like a dairy nurse cow would…that was Larry's idea and I just about got my head kicked off trying! And did anyone ever mention the RAIN! Lord, what wet country that was…hardly your ideal for a cattle ranch.

Or then there were the Payette feedlot memories, where Big Port let me go around and pick up all the baby calves that were born in the feed pens and bottle raise them in the backyard of the feedlot house where Lindsay and I lived. By the time I made bottles for them all, got them their morning feeding, then cleaned all the bottles, it was time to start all over again for the afternoon feeding! Back then, Big Port would often bellow in his huge bigger-than-life voice, "well, hello there, child of the sun!" It was kind of a 'hippy name', so I thought it was appropriate for the time. I assumed that he coined it because of my sunny disposition. It was many, many years later, however, that he shared with one of my friends that I was rather a "fair weather cowgirl" and the only time he'd see me on horseback was when the sun was shining! DANG!!! I don't remember THAT?

But the memories that are the very clearest for me and most meaningful were all the ways the Willis' took Lindsay and I in as FAMILY. Lindsay and I were both southern California born and raised city brats. Lindsay knew a whole lot more about sheep than he did about cattle when we came to the CRA that first year out of college. And the only horse'n around that I'd ever done was my four years of barrel racing, goat tying and my poor attempts at break-away roping at the college rodeos. A "HAND" I clearly was not!!!

Porter Lynn reminded me not too long ago, as I became frustrated over my nephew's first fumblings around a round pen, that it use to drive him crazy that I couldn't seem to understand why the cattle wouldn't run through the hole I was determined to stand in?? I honestly don't remember that much either, cause the Willis' never really made a big deal about it. They never insisted I just stay home and not come, or never really put me down or outright told me how dumb I was. Sure they all, especially Big Port, would bellow their directions. But everyone seemed to get Big Port's wrath at one time or another. So I never took it personally. Dude-ess or not, I ALWAYS felt at home in the Willis house.

I can't count the number of times that everyone on the ranch, from the Willis boys to the farmhands, stomped through Averyel's kitchen on the way to an afternoon feast following some branding or harvest venture. Muddy boots, smelly jeans, soaking wet jackets and chaps, it never seemed to matter to Averyel or Big Port that we were in the 'bosses' home. We were all, always welcome at their table. And their table was always FULL of Averyel's awesome ranch cooking. Whenever I think of Big Port and dinner, I picture T-bone steaks with that special Willis sauce (catsup, dill pickle juice and brown sugar and lemon) broiled into it. It was true that Lindsay was just one of the ranch hands, as I mentioned at the beginning of all of this. And I was just a tag-along. But, we never felt like "just hired help". We were treated as FAMILY.

Even years after leaving the feedlot, moving on to our own little ranch, then into the cutting horse world, and eventually on to divorce, the Willis' seemed determined to keep track of me, popping in at my home in Galt, CA; with Big Port's promise that if I ever wanted to be horseback again he'd make sure I was mounted! Then tracking me down again six or seven years later and inviting me out to the Buckeye to gather cattle. They never lost track of me throughout all these many, many years! How honored and loved that makes me feel!

For sure I can say that Big Port saved my life on more than one occasion; sometimes intervening when I was tangled up in my lass-rope about to get my fingers cut off or pulled off my horse; or just making sure I was ALWAYS mounted on some big, stout, super-safe horse (like Kahlua) who was never going to sell out on me in a pinch.

But the rescue I'm most grateful for was in the spring of 1990, a few years after my divorce. I'd been living alone, totally abandoning my cowgirl roots and living on and off in the Bay area. Confused and totally lost about what I wanted to do when I grew up (I was, by then, almost 40), I was talking to Big Port on the phone one evening and shared that I really didn't know which way to turn. In his calm, seemingly unaffected way, he suggested that I "go to the mountains" and let the wind blow through my hair for a summer. Encouragingly, he told me to call his friends the Roser's (sorry, I've forgotten how to spell their name!). They have a pack station in Mammoth, he said, and he was sure, with my riding skills and people skills, that they'd hire me to take day rides out from the pack station. "You need to get horseback again, child-of-the-sun" he said. "Get out of that city and get some fresh air in your lungs… you'll find your way home." So I called the Roser's and on Big Port's name and recommendation alone, they hired me for the summer. I spent the first three days taking day-rides out, then spent the rest of the summer leading packers out into the John Muir wilderness and making pineapple upside-down cake in a cast-iron pot over an open fire! I'd NEVER camped out a day in my life! But that summer I became a camp cook, part-time wrangler, and even learned how to pack my own mules and balance my pack boxes. I slept alone under the stars, fourteen miles into the wilderness, over shale pathways not much wider than I was --- which was a WHOLE LOT less wide than I am today! I can't describe all the fears I over came that summer and how much I grew from the experience.

Big Port's advise and wisdom worked. I ended up going back to college after that summer, got my Master's degree in Marriage and Family Counseling, and found my way into the world of foster care. I guess after that summer, I figured out there wasn't much I couldn't do if I set my mind to it. I am now the administrator of a fast growing Foster Family agency, working with abused and neglected children. I still ride, start my own colts (now with a little help from my nieces), live in the mountains just above Sacramento, and still dream of the times that I roped and branded, and slopped through the mud with Big Port looking after me. Thank you, pops! I still hear myself, as I'm coaching my nieces with their horses, saying things like, "Big Port use to say…"; making sure that they know how important a teacher you were for me.

You did a grand job looking out for all of us who seemed drawn to you and your BIG ways. I will miss you more than you know. But will always think of you in the fondest of ways and still continuing to look after me!

You were truly my FRIEND, my FAMILY, and my MENTOR!

Love and blessings to all of your family. Mardi (Motley) Juhl.

Rest in Peace Porter Willis, We love you

By Cyndy Coleman Marshall

Empty boots

The Eubanks Grove, surrounded by stately old Redwoods, was a perfect setting for Porter's Service. The pictures do not do justice to the natural beauty we were surrounded by.

Hearts filled with good memories to share

Rest in Peace Porter Willis, we love you

Sigh.... I'm writing this as I'm sitting in the Oakland Airport waiting for my flight back to Oregon.

Averyel and family put together most fitting send off for Big Port, he was such a dynamic man. The service was in Booneville, CA, it is the place of Porter's birth, he was raised there, and then he and Averyel lived there for the first two years of their marriage giving birth to their first born Porter Lynn.

This beautiful serene stately grove of CA Redwoods just up a little draw, was the place of early family reunions, so what a natural and fitting place to gather and honor the life of Big Port. The pioneer cemetery where Porter's parents are buried was a short walk up thru the grove to the top of hill that has a beautiful view of Anderson Valley. It took me back in time to simpler life... wishing the trees could talk. It was serene listening to the birds singing, the wonderful acoustic guitar music... the happy children's gurgles and laughter... and the tears we shared for the love of a wonderful man that binds us all together. The visual serenity among those giant redwoods is beyond description, surrounding the flag draped casket, with his "last" favorite silver belly hat on top, and his empty cowboy boots beside.

The service honored every part of his life... his being a "larger than life", "one of kind" gentleman, an honest, STRAIGHT forward man of integrity, a first class horseman and cattleman, his being one of our military hero's, and being full of his own brand of unique humor, being noble and honorable in the company of women, especially his beloved Averyel. He was a lover of the outdoors, of his family, grandchildren and friends and good horses.

Sigh... this little blurb just doesn't do it justice... but I wanted to give you a little glimpse of Porter's sendoff before boarding my flight back to Oregon. Wish I taken some cell phone pics, I could have sent them to the blog... You'll see pics and eventually some video clips here.

Please please... write down your memories and stories and send to the blog... when you use the email link, it goes directly to the blog and then I can paginate and move pictures around. I suggest CCing your email to me in case it gets lost in cyberville... I'll have a copy for.

My personal direct email is cowhorse777@netscape.com

We love you Porter Willis... thank you for being such a dynamic "in your own special style" kind of man, husband, father, uncle, son, nephew, grand dad, great grand dad, friend, brother. I am truly a better person for having had you in my life. I thank God for you and your family. I love you.

Love Cyndy

Tougher than John Wayne

by Larryann Willis

Son Porter Lynn and wife Larryann

Real cowboys eat pistachios shell'n all. When Porter Lynn Willis and I were first married and moved to Clatskanie, OR to help Porter A Willis run Columbia River Associates, I remember how awed I was by my father-in-law. It was just like having John Wayne as your father-in-law, except that Porter A. Willis was for real...not some make believe movie star cowboy. He had the same effect on everyone. Especially the neighbor boys Steve, Mike and Ricky James who used to hang around and help, Steve, in particular.

One night we were shipping cattle off of Tenasillahe Island in the middle of the Columbia River. We started before daylight and had to gather the cattle off of the 1200 acre island, then barge them across the river and drive them up the road a ways to some makeshift corrals where we loaded them onto cattle trucks for the trip to the CRA feedlot in Payette, ID.

It was late at night and raining. We were drenched and trying to load cattle by car headlights into dark cattle trucks. Needless to say, the cattle didn't want to load. Everybody was exhausted and hungry because we had not been able to stop for dinner. The James brothers had come down to watch the excitement and 10 year old Ricky James was sitting on the fence eating some red pistachio nuts that were still in the hard shells. My father-in-law saw that Ricky was eating something and jumped his horse out to where Ricky was sitting. Slid to a stop and side passed over. He held out his hand and said, "Hey kid, give me some of those peanuts." Ricky said, "But, Mr. Willis, they're not...." Port cut him off and growled, "Come on kid I'm in a hurry. " So rather than argue with his hero, Ricky just pours him a handful of hard shelled pistachio nuts. Port stuffed them all in his mouth and Ricky finally got out, "But MR. WILLIS! They're NOT peanuts. They're pistachios!" Port sat there on his horse, looked Ricky right in the eye and crunched up the pistachios shells and all. You could hear the crunching clear across the corral. Ricky was awe struck. Port leaned over to him and said, "Kid, if you wanna be a cowboy, you gotta learn to be TOUGH!" Then he turned his horse and rode over to me. He was sure it was out of the light and dark enough where the boys couldn't see him and he spit out all those pistachio shells and said, "Damn, I thought those were peanuts." The James boys never got over the show. Pretty soon it was all over town that Porter Willis was so tough, why he even ate pistachio nuts shells and all!

That was my father-in-law.

Rank Stud horse, steals saddled mare - Dean and all One of the scariest things I ever saw was when we were moving about 600 head of cattle at the Emmett Lynch Ranch near Walla Walla, WA. My father-in-law always preferred to ride stallions. They suited his personality better and were tougher than mares and geldings.

He had been using his stallion Drifting Sands and had worn the stud horse out, so he switched horses with his wife Averyel, and gave her the stud to ride and he switched to a nice, fresh gelding. His youngest son, Dean, had come along for the cattle drive. He was about 8 years old and was riding a dark chestnut mare called Winema. I was on a young 3 year old stud colt that was out for one of his first rides. We had to take the cattle through a field where an unbroke and undisciplined older stallion lived with a few mares. That particular stallion didn't think he had enough mares and was on the prowl for more to ad to his harem. The greedy stallion spotted little Dean riding along on a very attractive mare that he wanted. The stud horse swooped down the mountain ,cut Dean and Winema out and started driving them up the mountain to his little band of mares. Dean couldn't stop the mare because she was more afraid of the stallion than she was of a little boy. Winema was going to go where that big, rank stud horse told her to go. Averyel saw what was happening and was instantly in "save my son mode". She was closest and went charging after Dean and Winema whom the rank stallion was herding away... not realizing that she was also now mounted on a stallion. I yelled at Averyel that she was on a stallion and to keep away. I don't think she ever heard me. All she cared about was getting Dean back. That big, rank stud horse whirled around and saw Averyel and Drifting Sands coming after the mare he had just stolen, so he attacked Drifting Sands. (two mature stallions will fight to the death)

Big Port had been on the far side of the cattle when the wreck started. He came whipping and spurring across straight through the herd of cattle with that gelding flat scatting and jumping cattle to get there. Big Port rammed that gelding at high speed right in between those two stud horses as they came together. The big, rank mare thieving stallion reared and came right up over the saddle horn spinning Port in the saddle as he tried to crawl over gelding. Port had a buggy whip he always carried. He reversed it and with the handle end beat that stud horse off, knocking him kind of silly. Which was fortunate because it gave Averyel time to get away.

Dean had managed to turn Winema around and get back to the rest of us while the thieving stallion's attention was on Drifting Sands and Big Port. The rest of the hands got their ropes down and finally chased the thieving stallion off. Talk about "high adrenalin" !!!

That was one of the most western, scariest things I ever saw in my life and I don't know of any body but my father-in-law who could have got there in time to save his wife. It was really something to see.

Porter Alexander Willis was the kind of hero they make up in the movies, but he was for real. There will never be another like him. We love you Port! And we will miss you.

Love, Larryann

Addendum:

After we were finished moving the cattle around on Emmett Lynche's Nine Mile Ranch that year, we hired Dick Gibford to stay up there and look after the cows we left. We had warned him about the rank old ranch stallion in the 600 acre field that he would have to ride through to check the cows. A few months later we came back to gather and ship and asked Dick how he got along with that rank stallion. Dick said, "Hmmmm, I never even saw him." We said, "Really? He was so bad when we were here we thought for sure you'd have trouble with him."Dick thought for a minute and said, "Oh, I guess I maybe I did see him one time. I was just riding along twirling my loop and darned if that ole stud horse didn't come along and stick both front feet right in it. After that, I never did see him again."

At home on the Buckeye

by Cyndy Coleman Marshall

Larryann's brother Kent sent this great picture of Port sitting at the kitchen table of Port and Averyel's Buckeye Ranch home. Porter was a voracious reader and always had a book handy... And my guess is that while Kent was snapping this picture, Averyel was probably over at the cookstove, making Port a cup of tea with just the right amount of sugar... or was it honey? and fresh lemon to go with it.

Home to Port and Averyel was to be surrounded by the legacy of family. Every where they traveled, they always had gobs of fresh photos of children, grandchildren, great grandchildren and the latest events of sports activities, graduations, weddings or family reunions. The photo below of the living room bookcase shows what was most important to them; "their family".

My Memory of Encouragement from Big Port

by Cindi Jones

Laurie, Cyndy and Cindi in front of Chubby at Kelly Flat Trap

My first trip to the Buckeye Ranch was on Memorial Weekend 2002. This was the start of many annual Memorial Day Weekend trips to help with the cattle and visit with friends. Big Port rode with us that year and it was also my first trip down "Snowy River". For all of you that have had the chance to ride it, you know the feeling, for those of you that haven't, the name says it all. I had heard a lot of stories about Big Port, and I knew I had better "cowgirl up" and get the job done. The Willis' had put me on one of their good horses and Big Port rode over to me and said, "that horse knows what to do, but that doesn't mean you don't have to ride him". Needless to say, I knew the eyes of Big Port where upon me! I think I sat up a little taller that day and when we started down "Snowy River", I could see Big Port a head of me and off to my left side, looking back to see how I was doing. And when we got to the bottom and the cattle were finally all through the gate, he came over and said "well you made it, didn't ya"!

On May 6th, 2004 while at home in Oregon, I had had a serious riding accident and was unable to make the annual Memorial Weekend trip. It took a year for the broken bones to mend, but the mental part of the accident was still fresh. I left for the 2005 Buckeye trip, not knowing if I would be able to ride or not. Thinking I could go for the visiting and just stay around camp and maybe do the cooking for everybody that year. Well, that was not the plans of the Willis'. Everyone works at the Buckeye!

The first day we did some shipping and that went good. The next day it was up to Willow Springs to gather the cattle and start them down to the main ranch for shipping. That only meant one thing to me - - "Snowy River". Big Port was not riding any more and so it was decided to put me on his horse "Chubby". Ok, now I am really nervous, not only am I going to have to do the "Snowy River" ride, but on Big Port's horse and I know he's going to watching me, Ugh! The afternoon before, I had a long talk with Big Port about my accident and how it had really shaken my confidence. He listened and told me that "Chubby" had done that ride many times, and she would take good care of me. But that didn't mean "I didn't have to ride her". The morning of the ride, we hauled up to Willow Springs and unloaded the horses. Big Port came over and re-chinched my saddle, bridled her and then told me to "get on her and trot up the road and back". Then he also gave me instructions on how to ride her down "Snowy River". He added that "Chubby" knew how to do gates and to not let her get away with not side passing over to the gate and standing still while you work the gate.

Me (Cindi) on Big Port's mare "Chubby"

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So off we went. Cyndy and Laurie went one way and I was sent with Porter Lynn another direction. I was so busy gathering and pushing cattle that I was not even thinking about coming off at the top of "Snowy River" when Porter Lynn rode over to me and said, "are you ok with this"? Thinking he was talking about where we were at the moment I said "sure". The next thing I knew, "Snowy River" loomed before me and there was no turning back. So I didn't even have time to think about it, I just got in there and rode.

Snowy River, straight down. You can see the lead of the cattle in the clearing to the top right of the photo, there is a rider beside them. It's so steep you can't see the cattle in between. The reservoir at the bottom is Willow Springs.

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The ride went so well and I felt so good, that I even took my camera out and took pictures. At the bottom, I was the last one to the gate and so it was my job to shut it. "Chubby" slowly side passed up to the gate, but didn't quit get all the way over, so I leaned way over to latch it. Feeling pretty good about the ride, I rode in to Willow Springs with the rest of the crew. And waiting there was Big Port. The first thing he said was "well you made it." And the very next thing was, "but you didn't make "Chubby" do the gate, did ya"? I don't know where he had been watching from, but the Eyes of Big Port were upon me. I just had to smile, hang my head and say "no I didn't". I don't know if he ever knew how much that day meant to me, but his encouragement and stern words, gave me back the confidence that I had missed for the last year.

If I ever get the chance to ride "Snowy River" again, I know the Eye's of Big Port" will be upon me and I'll be sure to do that gate right.

Thank you Port, I am gonna miss you, Cindi Jones

Cindi Jones and Chubby